Suprise, suprise, suprise...

....said in my best Gomer Pyle voice. Cason is going to be a big brother!!! We are so excited about the blessing that has come as a suprise. I know that God knew Chris and I would probably never feel "ready" to take that big step to have another baby. As most of you know, I had to take a fertility drug, Clomid, to conceive Cason. I knew there was a possibilty that after having Cason I could begin to ovulate but everything about my cycles were the same as before I got pregnant. I actually just went to my OB/GYN doctor 2 weeks ago and was given a new birth control pill. Dr. Jordan agreed with me that I was probably still not ovulating. In fact, she was so sure I wasn't that she called me this morning to see if it was, in fact, really me that was on the "new OB" schedule today. I think she even doubted me after I told her the test was postive. The nurse midwife told Chris and I that she argued with everyone and said that the lady that schedules the appointments must have put the wrong name down because there was "no way" I could be pregnant without Clomid.

We are too early to see a baby yet, so we go back a week from Friday for another ultrasound. I will be much more at ease after seeing the baby's heartbeat. Of course, there are many more thoughts and worries running through my head; will I really have enough love for another baby...I mean, I feel like I can't possibly love someone else as much as I love Cason. Will we be able to afford two children in daycare? Will I have enough time for both children? Am I ready for sleepless nights again? The list goes on and on. I'm so much of a type A person that this is hard for me to just go with the flow. Once again, God showing me who's boss. LOL

Schafer was pushing Cason around in his car.

Now, it's Cason's turn to push Schafer.

This is what happens when Cason gets quiet in the bathroom while mama is putting up laundry in his room.